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| Thursday, October 05, 2006 |
| "You Never Know What's Wrong Without a Pain--Sometimes the Hardest Thing and the Right Thing are the Same"* |
Last night I logged onto MSN messenger. My heart was immediately up in my throat and my hands froze, hovering (can one freeze and hover at the same time?) over the keyboard. CB was online. I had no idea what to do. I just...stopped.
I guess what was running through my head was: Is this going to be it? Our big conversation? Is he finally going to explain? Or maybe he'll just start cursing at me. What if he doesn't say anything at all? I don't really want to say anything at all, but maybe I should. Does he still have me on his friends list? Can he see that I'm here?
It was for me the equivalent of that time you ran into your ex at the grocery store and just stared at each other and walked away.
He logged off. I resumed typing. And life marches on.
*Apologies to Jennie for stealing her title format. And that is a quote from the band The Fray...great album! |
posted by LoRi~fLoWer
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